Friday, October 1, 2010

Its Fine.



Whatever you do,

Whatever I say,

Its all fine.

Sometimes you smile,

Sometimes I cry,

Its all fine.


Most of the times you are lost,

Most of the times I am sorted out,

Its all fine.


Its likely you understand the reason,

Its obvious when I gift wrap the reason,

Its all fine.


Rarely you give me hope,

Always I give you a chance,

Its still fine.


But when you play around,

With all what I have and most honest about,

Its not fine.


This moment might end,

The magic may get lost,

I might crumble and be lost forever,

But it will only affect me,

As you are always FINE.

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Priceless Gift

Here's a lil' wondering to do,
I have a friend whom you might know too,

He loves and writes and explores,
always full of life and a lot more,

I could talk to him about anything for endless hours,
from sandcastles to concrete towers,

He is definitely different,
he is a perfect person.

Time is yet to allow,
but it's high time now,

That we spoke like we used to,
that our friendship should renew


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With such lovely people around me , my life cannot be better!

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

My Romance with the Himalaya's




Hello, all you beautiful people. So a blog after long time.I m back with the answer of my absence during Summers.I did this Basic Mountaineering Course at the Directorate For Mountaineering and Allied Sports,Manali during july.After all of the wilderness and surreal natural experience of those 26 days , i have completely lost my heart in the woods and will never recover from the jolt of seeing the beauty of virgin land thousands of feet above the S.O.C.I.E.T.Y.The feeling of seeing nature in its truest form made me understand life in a better sense of reality and perhaps made my theory and vision of life more distinct.These notes will make u see the world through my eyes through 12 days while i was camped at 13k ft at Bakarthaj,Dhundi (Himachal).

Where the sight of goats grazing
in flashing green meadows lay,
Along with wild dogs running
with me running behind them
trying to chase them as fast as i can
all reckless,carefree n happy
And then suddenly standing still,
To gaze at the huge streams,waterfalls
Dancing around in the Woods.
Where fresh,chilly rains lay,
Where clouds lay in quiet repose,
Where birds fly high in silhouetting
by the glowing sun behind
ready to melt in the sky,
Where lies fierce winds that
jolts your senses to reality,
Where I lie in my truest form,
With vision of life clear,
While being caressed by nature
All real and bare with just
My hands and feet to guide me
and i rise up and find my direction
M.A.G.N.E.T.I.C.A.L.L.Y
as my flight if imagination takes off.


These also cover one of the most gratifying moments of my life of conquering everything to reach Camp1,Shetidher Peak at 16K ft.

After doing this , i felt more complete,earthly and more STRONGER.

Details:

We were in Manali for d first 10 days where our day started at 5 am and continued till 9 pm.We had rock climbing,jumaring and rappling spread over d the 10 days along with intense physical training,hours long trekking,lectures on techniques and history of Mountaineering and team spirit building games.All of this in the Nature's lap at 8k ft above with Snow Clad Himalays looking down at us.

After the 10 days we trekked for 2 days resting after the 1st day to reach Bakarthaj at 12.5 K ft.We pitched our tents there and stayed in the green meadows closer to the peaks for the next 10 days.We did Snow and Ice crafting there along with more lectures.The wilderness came in there as we had no mobiles,electricity or assets like a toilet even.We did shit in d open,never bathed ,the stream was so cold that we rarely washed our faces.We ate grains mostly with powder milk or chicken some days.The highlight of the trip was the 21st day when we did a peak called Shetidhar-Camp 1 at 16 k altitude.All the learning of 20 days applied there.The level was such that few of 70 people could complete that and luckily i was the 20 th person to do that.We went through the Beas Kund and above over ridges , snow and ice capturing unforgettable sights of Nature that were hard to believe and even imagine.The place was untouched by human activities which made it so much more exciting.We had started at 3 am in the morning and were back to our base by 2 pm.It made us so more stronger

We came back ,had our tests and awarded the degree of Mountaineering by IMF on the 26th.I highly recommend such a trip for a nature enthusiast






















Links to lots of photographs covering the 26 days.

You can check out the details of the course on:

www.adventurehimalaya.org.


Saturday, June 26, 2010

Lady In Red(Yellow technically)


All about goose bumps!

Ah! Sometimes when you feel really very down in your life.Things turn awfully monotonous and you are like lying down all day in your room,lazy even to get up for water.Well today was one of those days and it started as one of the most boring mornings for me and ended as the most beautiful evening ever.Lets just say such is the state of my heart that it has inspired me to write after a very long time and my heart is still pounding under my chest.I am sweating while writing this.

I went for this family parties with parents today.As usual , i had just accompanied them out shear respect for them and mom's continuous nagging about how i am getting out of hand.So here i was sitting amongst a group of strangers who are barely know each other and out of courtesy , we exchanged names and all of us know that this was just for the evening as we never had to meet again and neither did we care to do so.Till this beautiful,young girl entered the room.What beauty! What elegance! What charm! What poise! What spontaneity!What vibrant glow on her face! What beauty! Ah! The miff of air around.All hearts where swaying and so was mine.Mine was actually doing karaoke by then.I had lost my consciousness by then as i am blank after that.It was wine personified.I am saying that again as i am and was speechless.Its amazing how i acknowledged so much of her at just a glance but the later part of the evening proved how little i thought of her until the evening concluded and i had lost myself totally.

Well she said hi and we got chatting. Early into the conversation, it was totally formal.My questions and her elegant answers.The other guys at the table were joining in as well and it was nicely going along.The evening was smooth and while every one was having just another day,sitting chit-chatting, i was having a ride of imagination.The rush,warmth and excitement was unusual for me.I have never experienced such a rush of blood to all parts of my body ever.I really do not remember a single word out of the two hour conversation we had but just her quick ways,cute gestures and enigmatic smile.Oh! That smile.She always had some thing or the other to bring up.So involved were we,that the rest had got the cue to fall into groups themselves.We never realized how everyone started leaving near us. Our interests matched.Our opinions matched and half way through the conversation, i had realized that we were hitting it off ! We talked about movies,books,college,society,people and what not.Suddenly we discover our school connections too.She was from my school,just an year senior to me.Then it got even more intense.We took a break for having dinner.I really do not remember eating anything, it was just the dehydration due to continuous sweating and the rush that i had gallons of water.

We rejoined, again conversation sparked off and passions ignited.By now i had completely lost track of time::place::society::what she is speaking:: EVERYTHING. It was she speaking speaking speaking and me awkwardly smiling smiling smiling and the rest of the crowd frowning frowning frowning.I was always contemplating about what my next statement will be while still admiring her slender,glowing and vivacious looks in my mind.She had clouded my imaginations.

Finally the time came when we had to leave.It was nearing midnight and parents signaled me to leave.The most beautiful evening was coming to an abrupt end but i sort of the day by pushing forward my hand to meet hers for a cordial handshake goodbye(thats how we do that in India).She smiled ever so brightly and was rather amazed and happy to give my compliments.She rose and i rose up too.I said " Its was great meeting you and hope to be in touch", she returned the gesture.And with the ever so lovely poise and grace she walked away.Her body shone brightly under the huge chandelier as she walked in her daisy yellow dress into the crowd.I finished with hasty handshakes all around and went ahead to meet mom.I greeted a lady who was talking to my mother.My eyes still searching hers.My head took a 180' view and finished with she standing in front of me.That lady was her mom.So i was sort of relieved and curious about this.My mother seemed to know her from before due to earlier acquaintance at some other party,i guess.I guess this was the first girl that i have fallen for whom my mom knows and likes.

We walked out of the hall,she was still there but i had to leave.I caught the last glimpse of hers, still talking vividly with a bunch of guys over a few soft drinks.I thought she would look back at me as i leave but i guess she was not aware of the situation and maybe her heart was not pounding as fast mine or she was not loosing her breath ever second like me.But i still think with the kind of passion and brightness in our conversation ,the feeling of loveliness was mutual! :)

While i was stepping into the car, i brought up her topic.I said " Mom,she was really cute".Mum smiled slowly, realizing something and said " Yes, i know.A well brought up girl".

All through the drive back home i kept of regretting the follow

1)Why didn't i take her number
2)Why didn't i confess to her how beautiful she was.
3)Why haven't i shaved for 15 days now when i look like a total maverick .

Still , i am too rosy,mushy and warm with the feeling to sleep.This will not go.

Love you.

I've never seen you looking so lovely as you did tonight
I've never seen you shine so bright
I've never seen so many men ask you if you wanted to dance
They're looking for a little romance, given half a chance
I have never seen that dress you're wearing
Or the highlights in your head that catch your eyes I have been blind
The lady in red is dancing with me cheek to cheek
There's nobody here, it's just you and me, It's where I wanna be
But I hardly know this beauty by my side
I'll never for get, the way you look tonight

I've never seen you looking so gorgeous as you did tonight
I've never seen you shine so bright you were amazing
I've never seen so many people want to be there by your side
And when you turned to me and smiled, It took my breath away
I have never had such a feeling
Such a feeling of complete and utter love, as I do tonight

The way you look tonight
I never will forget, the way you look tonight
The lady in red
The lady in red
The lady in red
My lady in red (I love you.)

Saturday, May 29, 2010

Year 2009-10 concludes.

Highlight of the year : Eddie Vedder ( Pearl Jam/Into the Wild)
So here i am sitting on my bed with this bright sunlight falling on my face through my window plane.Surprisingly just sitting for 2 hours now.And smiling. Content,relaxed and very happily.The academic year 2009-10 has finally ended.I am quite alone on this last day at my hostel with it being virtually empty. The new found calm is nice. Its refreshing to wake up listening to birds chirping and singing in my balcony than heavy metal or punjabi bhangra.

The year was a bright one for me and probably it was an year of 'Rebirth(in the real world)-Learning' for me. I came to this university as a kid and i am going back home as an adult(in the real sense).Lots of things changed over the last year for me,my perspective towards life in general,my habits, my goals(academically speaking).I sort of discovered the essence of knowledge.Knowledge about myself, the world and the beautiful people in it.The realization and knowledge of love,which is something new and confusing.The knowledge about understanding everything.Finally,the knowledge that nothing in permanent and bounded to change.Change,ya that is permanent. We will keep on growing,changing and evolving.

And the high point is ,this is so just the beginning of the numerous EVENTS.Officially this is where it all begins.

So my ride to the station is waiting, i have to go home! Maa, here i come.

Happy Summer,
Shobhit

I'm going to paraphrase Thoreau here... rather than love, than money, than faith, than fame, than fairness... give me truth.

Saturday, May 1, 2010

One Fine Day!


Here a few little things that can make a short trip very refreshing and relaxing:

Another good outing yesterday.Terrible weather but exciting to go for a trip.We did go for a trip.It was just that we went 70 kms just for eating kentucky fried chicken.We reached in the time but rode back(70kms) to our place in an auto rickshaw. When its terrible weather with quite decent showers from the sky,being a cloudy and dark night and the road being slippery,you tend to get a bit scared at the thought of driving on N.H.And when you are siting in the front alongside the driver,its not such a cozy affair.Even the dogs were running around,frantically looking for cover from the rains.

So you tend to take your mind off it and just enjoy the scene rather than thinking of the possible consequences.So here it goes.The auto rickshaw was going at a decent pace of 40km/hr or may be a bit more at times.I was sitting next to him(driver) with my head alternating from inside the auto to outside while the chilled breeze was kissing my face,touching my eyes and ruffling my hairs(long hairs i might add) making long burrows on my head and the drizzle kept a tantalizing balance between wetting me and not wetting me.It was like every drop that was falling on my face was carefully dried by the wind coming over it the next second,leaving me amazed.It was as if i was first hand experiencing the delicate touch of mother nature.It was ecstasy as it happened again and again and again making me grow more and more fonder of the moment.I thought for a second,may this ride never end and this feeling never leave my soul when you can feel the utter sense of calmness.

We stopped for tea,under the weather which was tending to becoming dry.Hot tea served.Deja-Vu happened when i was having quite a surreal experience back in Lucknow days over a biking trip.Still the dampness left behind after fresh rain water was floating in the air.Everytime it entered my nostrils,it caressed it to my delight.

At last we reached.We walked to our rooms while i saw the leaves shinning green and dark everywhere.There are moments in life which happen and stay alive and vivid forever.Yesterday,was one of those experiences.

Phew! **Sigh** Deep breath!

Thursday, April 29, 2010

Sorted!

Months of awkwardness is gone today.Clashes resolved and i lose.Feeling relieved refreshed or resurrected even. Thank God!

I feel tired after the long road taken.Finally landed nowhere after months.The value addition to me over the time was zero.So here i take the leave,which i should have done earlier havin got the cue much earlier.Someone said that "Its best to retire when you are at the front". I did not do that.I took to the its very limit until my muscles ached and forced me retire.My heart and mind cannot take it anymore.Sorry,to everybody who knows,i have nothing to say and nothing to hear.

Now coming to the day,its was again long. Freescale Semiconductors is giving us lots of things to think of and making its tough and interesting.There was a workshop on the development of a Smart Car based on tracking a race track.Pretty trivial.It was nice.The look into the world of Micro controllers was fascinating and intriguing at the same time.There is so much to do with those little things,i cannot explain.You can control anything almost anything.Your wish will be executed by the machines.A way of expression as well.The world has evolved since i was wetting my diapers till today and i am realizing that.Got to move to the top gear to catch it and fly high,

Okay guys , time to go .Keep working hard everyday!

God Bless!