Khwahish!

I was walking then when you passed

Smiling in the golden gleam of the sun

Like a flower blossoming

And your lips like petals bursting open

And eyes so deep as an ocean

You are my Sunshine

I am standing there ever since

Like the world has frozen

Again you pass with the same smile

Smiling in the golden gleam of the sun

Like a flower blossoming

And your lips like petals bursting open

And eyes so deep as an ocean

You are my Sunshine

I am standing there ever since

Like the world has frozen

Again you pass with a giggle

On seeing me there ,exactly there

Giggling in the golden gleam of the sun

Like a flower blossoming

And your lips like petals bursting open

Eyes shining like stars

You are my Sunshine

I am standing there ever since

Like the world has frozen

Again you pass, frowning a bit

On seeing me there,exactly there

Still your face shining under the sun

Like a flower ready to blossom

And your lips like petals ready to burst

Eyes not meeting mine this time

You are my Sunshine

And I am standing there ever since

Like the world has frozen

And you never passed again

Suddenly , its nightfall

Just dark , very dark,barren and scary all around

And I am waiting there ever since

To catch another one of those

Smiles,giggles or frowns

In the golden gleam of the sun

Like a flower blossoming

Like petals bursting open

Like eyes so deep as an ocean

You are my Sunshine forever....

And i will Wish and Wait forever....

5pm Feb 12th '10

Hi

Right now i am out watching Swadesh , one more time. Its because of Gita or something else i don't know but i can't help watching it whenever i find time
Its a lazy afternoon here in kanpur with green plants all around me all drenched in fresh rain water.It has been raining from quite a while and i am absolutely cherishing my experience of coming home in this time of the year when its so pleasant all around.

I don't know why , but i am turning poetic here as i listen to leaves been brushed aside far away by some one under the trees , as i listen to the cloud of birds retreating to their nests after a quite a moist day , as i hear the koel rhythms far off , as i turn nostalgic for all of you sitting in kerela backwaters in one frame having the evening chai.

Now mom is wake , and i am off for chai with parents.

Cheers guys to this lovely affair with life in true sense when you have utter sense of relief, calmness and serenity all around. Today ,i want no more but this feeling to stay with me forever and always provide me the soothing balm in the toughest of challenges ahead as i will always know that just a little more far off , if i carry on and have more faith , i have my family to come to and forget the rest.

At last these lines are just conjuring up in my head


As i stand admist this wind kissing my face ...
I wonder ' I prefer solace over fun'
I prefer silence over talking
I prefer thoughts over expression
Couple over crowd
Truth over love,fame,faith and everything ...

And i reach out to my quiet repose.

Love You,
Shobhit